What should I do?

Ashling Hiles asked 9 months ago

I REALLY LIKE THIS GUY BUT HOW DO I KNOW IF HE JUST WANTS ME FOR SEX OR DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR HIM TO LOVE ME ALL  THE WAY I NEVER TALK TO HIM DURING THE DAY AND HE DOESNT REALLY RESPOND TO MY TEXTS  BUT HE PICKS ME UP ALOT AND SEEMS TO WANT TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER BUT WE NEVER GO ANYWHERE JUST HOME TO WATCH MOVIES AND HAVE SEX AND GO TO SLEEP ALOT FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS NOW IS HE JUST USING ME FOR SEX CAUSE THATS ALL WE DO OR AM I SUPOOSE TO DO SOMTHING TO DRAW HIM CLOSER CAUSE I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH BUT IM NEW TO ALL OF THIS I NEED HIM TO HELP ME MORE AND GIVE MY SUPPORT AND ADVICE ON WHAT TO DO FOR HIM TO LOVE ME RIGHT CAUSE ITS HARD FOR ME TO LEAVE CAUSE I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH AND IM USUALLY GOOD WITH GUYS I LIKE HE IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS EVER MADE ME FEEL LIKE THIS AND IM SO OVER CRYING ABOUT THIS ITS KINDA HOLDING ME DOWN SEEMS LIKE AND I DONT WANT TO MISS MY LIFE JUST CAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH HIM I WANT US TO UPLIFT EACH OTHER AND HAVE FUN TOGETHER AND KEEP OUR ENERGY UPLIFTING AND GROWING AND BENEFICIAL I DONT WANT TO SEEM LIKE MY LIFE HAS SLOWED DOWN BECAUSE OF HIM AND HIS ENERGY THAT HE GIVE ME WHICH IS NOT TO SWEET  BUT I KNOW IM TRYIN MY BEST  TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER AND HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY BUT I ALWAYS MADE TIME FOR HIM BUT I CRY ALOT CAUSE I MISS HIM AND WANT HIM TO HELP ME SOME WITH MONEY OPTIONS AND MAYBE RIDES SOMTIMES BUT HE SEEMS TO ONLY BE FOR HIM SELF I KNOW IM SUPPOSE TO BE ABLE TO STAND ON MY OWN BUT IM LEARNING AND I HAVE TO GET A GOOD JOB WHEN TIME PERMITS I LIVE IN WEST LA SO ITS NOT THE EASIEST PLACE TO BE BUT I KEEP MY GRACE AND FAITH IN GOD TO GET SOME KIND OF LOVE AND SOMEONE TO BE THERE FOR SOME GUIDIDENCE AND LOVE AND SUPPORT FROM SOMEWHERE BUT IT NOT EXACTLY CUPCAKES AND UNICORNS JUST YET I NEED PEOPLE CAUSE NO ONE CAN REALLY DO LIFE BUY THEMSELVES YOU NEED PEOPLE TO HAVE YOUR BACK AND HELP ME GET TO WHERE I WANNA BE AND HES NO HELP IT SEEMS LIKE ALL HE CARES ABOUT IS HIS PLESURE WHAT SHOULD I DO