leave or stay

Vanessa Devil asked 12 months ago

Hey! So i’m dating a guy for 2 months and obviously I know it’s not a long time but our relationship is very mature and special because of our pasts and we are old enough to be only with the person we really like. But we both are very stubborn and independent people. This is the reason why we fight a lot at the beginning of our relationship. I started to think it’s not even healthy and that’s why I’m writing to you. We are different in so many things. He is so jealous which makes me angry because he can trust me in 100%, I’m honest and loyal and he knows it but if he can’t trust me even so, I can’t do anything. Plus I’m not a jealous type of girl in any way and I don’t even understand him so many times, maybe this is why it always ends up with falling out. When he is angry he says things which really hurts me and it makes me think he doesn’t respect me and I think I don’t deserve that. I know I have to change a lot but I can’t do it alone and don’t even want to of course. Last time we fell out I broke up with him and he started to apologize and cry. I know he loves me and tries to change but I don’t know how long I will be able to tolerate his behavior and I don’t know if it’s even worth the wait. I love and appreciate him but I had bad relationships in my past and I don’t want to make the same mistakes. What is your opinion? Will this change? How can I deal with this without changing my personality because I don’t want to be anybody else ? I think we are a good couple but we have to fit each other. Do you think it’s possible?